if only u take off your 'cool specs' and have thick skin but thin heart, u wouldnt care much about the people ard u. like, thin skin will only make u paranoid and thick heart will only disallow God's love, His tender hand to touch you. is a real pity. becos' the joy of lifting up ur hand and worshipping Him is amazing. if only u strip off ur 'cool' image, i guess u gonna have a good time with Him. but still, i believe one day u will.

this must be another stage of my life. stress converts into physical pain which tells you to stop giving yourself so much pressure. oh, whatever. i wanna finish the race well. whatever i've written on the SMARTER card, i want to make it happen. i don want to be shallow. i don want to waste another year. i don want to limit myself. i don want to sit back and sae 'thats it'. i don want to be lethargic. i don wan to give up. i don believe thats the result. i want to see something happen. no more history waiters. i wanna see history makers.i want to be outstanding. i want to be a person with new level of faith. i want to break off from the crap cycle. i want miracles. i want abundance. i want blessings. i want them. i'm fighting hard. i want more faith. i want more faith. i want to go another level...


i din know jellybeans can be so nice.